early morning ramblings VI


why do i even bother? i hate how of all the things i seem to take after you, it's the worst things. you are so goddamn sensitive yet harsh. it's impossible to deal with. your tone is cold and you're always so condescending; it makes me feel like shit. then, when i want to just drop it and let it go, thus saying "nevermind," you suddenly become so defensive. claiming i'm hurting you and am wrong. HOW DOES ONE DEAL WITH THAT. yes, i speak on impulse. yes, i can admit when i am in the wrong. but when you twist shit like this and somehow always make it about you and your feelings, never mine or others. yeah, you're right. maybe it's better if i just don't say anything... ever.

you're welcome.

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